Aug 31, 2004

Independence?

Hmm.....at last!! I've finished my training there...still, it is not enuff 4 them...torturing me....making me mad!! they're completely crazy people.. are gov people always like this? it seems like this is my independence day, but it's not!!damn the devil in the hell!!!

aHhh!!i'm sittin' here all alone and had no idea wut to do..i have to finish my final report n gettin' ready for presentation..hmm...i also have to repair the program so that bitch and bastard will be happy...FUCK!!

i dun wan my evaluation rated at 6 or 7...i want it to be rated 1!!or at least 3 or 4...huh!! guess i have to follow the flow!damn it!!i hate myself!!

Aug 28, 2004

What the F***!!!!

For the first time ever in my life, I was away for more than 3 months without ever once coming home...I'm totally blaming on the work that I have to finish before the end of my industrial training...I even haven't touch anything regarding the final report that is suppose to be done before the presentation...This is all because of the stupid lotus notes program that I have to do..I even miss my family gathering on 22nd August ago when my mom made a "kenduri" that day..At first it was my fault for not coming home that day cause of stupid 'merajuk' thing that I did at my mom for not droping by on her way home from my sister's house in KL...But it's all gone when my sister comfort me...And then, it happened!!That stupid manager at my department demanded something more on our program...He told us on 19th and he need it for meeting on the 24th..That bastard had given me a headache!!!

Like it or not, I have to do what he said and I really have to cancel my plan on going home for that kenduri...My bro was very upset and decided to cut my pocket money for next month!!What the Fuck!!That's not my fault!!But he wouldn't listen..All he said that there is no use on finishing the job if you're not getting paid for that....He didn't understand my situation...Now, all I can do is calculating my pocket money with 50 bucks short...Hell!!

Yet, it is not the end...After the meeting with the Engineering Department, I thought my job has done and I send my evaluation form to the manager of my department....Ouch!!That bastard is such a pain in the ASS!!He said that he's not satisfied with our job and asked us to do it again!!Damn you Haji Mohsin!!!He said that he's gonna evaluate us according to this last task..Yet, still not the end...He asked me why I chose MMU??Who the hell is he??My sponsor??NO!!My sugar dad??Oh hell NO!!And he keep on 'condemn'(is it correct??) MMU...He said that MMU developed low quality students cause all they want is MONEY!!Other IPTA such as UUM is a lot better than MMU....Fuck him!!!

Owhh!!!Gosh!!It has been a disaster training at this company....I lost my appetite just because of that stupid job!(but I'm not thin yet!eheh!)...I've become absolutely 'BLUR' each day....Can't wait to get out of there and I'm planing of throwing eggs to his car!!Ahhaha!!But I don't think that I have the guts to do that!!Well, who knows!!